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Since i got this great feedback on my last post. i am extremely motivated to write more about well basically me. (note the sarcasm).
I went to so much trouble to come up with something worth reading, but thanks to Blogger and their lovely statistics I know I can count all the readers on one hand. there goes my self esteem as a blogger. thanks google.
thank god they cant measure after how many sentences you folks stop reading. that would be seriously depressing. 
after a whole week of almost no school i sort of have to read half a book and write 750 words about it only before tomorrow. piece of cake. note the sarcasm. note how i left out the brackets, im too lazy to look at my keyboard and look for the 9 and something.
you better deal with it. 
or not and leave my blog right now.
if you do so you will never know what im going to write next.
it is up to you...


anywayzz.
i have a problem.
I'm studying Spanish. great.
thing is im not doing so great and i would like to maybe just stop for a year if i pass all the courses and go be an au pair in Spain for a year. but the thing is .. i just dont know.
im quite afraid the idea i've got in my head is a bit 'romantized'. pfff. i need your opinions!
thanks?

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lana del rey - national anthem


Comments

  1. Hey, ik lees je blog :D
    anyway, wow, au pair awesome.
    zou wel echt helpen met je spaans als je daar moeite mee hebt dus, maar haal je 't nog wel als je nu pas begint met alles te regelen?
    anyway, ik zou ff experiences opzoeken, en kijken of je iets fatsoenlijks kunt vinden waarbij je ook genoeg tijd hebt voor jezelf enzo :) anyway, lijkt me wel een beetje eenzaam tbh. Want als je in het buitenland gaat studeren ofzo leer je snel genoeg mensen kennen & maak je vrienden, maar hoe werkt dat eigk wanneer je bij een familie thuis zit? :/ zelf de straat op gaan en random people befrienden is ook weer zoiets XD
    of heb ik nu het hele idee van aupair verkeerd en kun je t ook n beetje combineren met n mini studie ofzo?
    nja, ik ga mijn tas inpakken en dan pitten. Geen idee of je er iets aan had, maar yay je hebt een comment :D

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  2. aj. ik zie nu pas dat je een reactie achter hebt gelaten.
    thanx iig.
    ik heb besloten toch gewoon eerst mijn papiertje te halen. en dan kan ik nog altijd zo iets proberen.
    of niet.
    tis maar net waar ik dan zin in heb.
    maar bedankt Val.

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